Sunday, July 5th, 2009
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10:08 pm
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I cant believe he isn't here. Did I do the right thing? Was he the one for me? I would do anything to see him just one more time. I miss him so much. I am still not able to sit here alone without crying. I can't do this and I don't know what to do. :( I wish someone was here to hold me and tell me it will be okay.
current mood:  lonely
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Monday, October 8th, 2007
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7:55 pm
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I just found a close family friend's, who is like my grandma, cancer came back. it has spread to the bone and they dont think they can do anything about it and its just a matter of time...i don't know what to think. what should i do? i wish i had my best friend back i could use her now.
current mood:  depressed
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Wednesday, July 11th, 2007
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7:26 pm - my tattoo
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I just my got my 1st tattoo.its of a pegasus and waves. i hope Erin will come take pictures soon so i can post some.
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Wednesday, June 6th, 2007
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8:47 pm - Baby I wish you could talk to me.
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How am I suppose to help you and understand whats going on in your life if you don't talk to me?
I thought we were suppose to tell each other everything. I tell you everything, I wish you would do the same.
I hope this has nothing to do with me and our relationship.
Please please please talk to me and let me know what is going on.
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Tuesday, May 8th, 2007
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9:38 pm - Dear you.
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I hate how your never here when i need you the most. I hate how something always comes up to stop you from being here. I hate how i cant bring myself to talk you about it because i love you so.
current mood: depressed
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Thursday, April 26th, 2007
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6:02 pm
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I cut my hair short today. I am in love with it. Tomorrow i am going to go back to my natural color. i cant wait.
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Thursday, April 5th, 2007
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2:18 pm
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I am off to my grandparents to see my cousin Katie and her new baby, for Easter, and for my grandpa's birthday. I hope everyone has a great weekend and Easter.
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Tuesday, March 27th, 2007
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12:50 am
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Monday, March 26th, 2007
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9:13 pm
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I'm sad and lonely and miss my baby. I wish someone would talk to me. I hate being home alone.
current mood: sad
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Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
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2:56 am - Fuck
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I have to be up at 430 and i cant sleep bc im too nervous and i feel like in going to puke. i really dont wanna fail this test and thats all i cant think about. fucking shoot me. i guess im going to be drinking lots of coffee tomorrow. maybe ill have to call in sick to work. im going to go try yet again to go to sleep. love you all. wish me luck.
current mood:  nervous
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Friday, March 16th, 2007
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10:22 pm
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My life is horrible right now. im never really happy and i don't know why. I feel like im living everyone else lives and not mine. I sit around and wait for people all the time. Every time i have something fucking nice planned it gets ruined. weather its think i get to spend ALL day with my two best friends but i get ditched by one of them and they don't understand why i get mad or its i get all dressed up and cute for my boyfriend and he doesn't come over. I fucking hate my life right now. I wanna move away from everyone and start over. Maybe ill try and go to Walla Walla and go to school. I think i would really like that.
current mood:  pissed off
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Sunday, March 11th, 2007
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12:46 am
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I'm missing my dog Hannah right now. i have no idea way. i randomly started thinking about the day we put her down and started balling. I miss her a lot and wish she was still alive.
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Tuesday, March 6th, 2007
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9:53 pm - I love you.....
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I have a horrible feeling that something bad is or going to happen. right before I got this feeling I was thinking about my grandpa and hope nothing happens to him. I love him a lot and am not ready for him to die. The feeling just went away when I said out loud I love you grandpa. Thats what happened when a family died a couple of years ago. Sorry this is so sad I just needed to vent and get it out. Thanks for "listening"
current mood:  discontent
current music: the tvs on, but all i hear is my breathing
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Wednesday, February 28th, 2007
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5:21 pm
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I hope everyone is ok and being safe. If possible everyone should get home and stay there. Drive safely everyone.
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Monday, February 26th, 2007
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8:24 pm
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Friday, February 23rd, 2007
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9:22 am - HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
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Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
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9:25 am - Happy Valentines day.
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Happy valentines day and two years baby. I love you!
current mood:  bouncy
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Monday, February 12th, 2007
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4:11 pm
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Drew is being such an ass. I am making him a great dinner Wednesday (like i am going to be cooking all day) and he cant even come over today after work, he wont even answer his phone. I got home at 2 bc thats when he was getting off work and have been waiting for him bc he said he would come over but no i could of finished my valentines day shopping.
PS have any of you ever made coconut shrimp? if so HELP!
current mood: shitty
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Thursday, January 25th, 2007
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6:37 pm
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im sick and cant breathe. my head is pounding and i can stop coughing. someone please help me.
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Monday, January 15th, 2007
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10:15 pm
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yay i have a working computer now...mines still not fixed but i stole my dads laptop so i happy.
ALINA i need your dads help next week if thats cool.
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